I Hate This Feeling!

I lost my baby last Friday
Just when I thought and hoped that everything was going on fine, we discovered that my baby’s heart beat stopped beating at 7 weeks. That sucked big time! I can’t describe how lost I feel now that my tummy feels so empty.

Every year, I always look forward to putting up the Christmas tree but now, doing that makes me feel like crap. I’m so reminded of my two angels whom I dreamed of sharing the fun of putting up the tree when they grow older. Now, I’m going to put it together by myself again. I’m so lonely. I want my babies back on my tummy but I know that’s not gonna happen. I hate this feeling! I hate being so sad!!!

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