In Sickness and Constipation!

I hate it that I was not able to write for such a long time and when I DID get the time to do it, I will be writing about something that is so stupid if not pathetic.

I hate politics. I don’t read newspaper (except for the Leisure sections) and I rarely watch news. I don’t like the hypocrisy of the politicians, I don’t like the sensationalism of the media, I don’t like the gory details of murders and massacres, I don’t like the way the government is being run…BUT…they are not government officials for nothing. They were elected and I respect that. I respect the government and I try with all my might to abide by the rules and the laws. Heck I even pay fees however absurd they may be (e.g. P5 for small brown envelopes in NBI, fees to authenticate something that is already authenticated…things like that)!

Now…THIS! Another mutiny in Makati! And for what? For Trillanes et al to voice out their dissatisfaction in a “peaceful” manner?? Peaceful? Hah! What were those M16s for? And why barge and break private properties just to get a venue for your outrageous “presscons?” Gawd, you guys make me sick!

You self-righteous people say that you are tired of the way the government is run? Why? Would the country become better if YOU sit as a president? You’re not even honorable enough to sit in your own court hearing! Where is due process in that? You wanted honor but you’re the first to show disrespect!

Why did you win as a senator?? You have nothing in your head but pathetic idealogies! Yes, there are lots of unsatisfied Filipinos in the country but we are sane enough not to resort to violence and push the country into deeper mess!

Rats, the dollar will surge high again for sure…just when I badly need for a stronger peso! Ugh! I have enough of Trillanes’ dingdongs! He must have watched too many Air Force One movies! And what’s with the fancy venues anyway?

Inquirer.net for more updates…if you’re into politics. But I’m telling you, neopets so much better!     

Diva-ness

I have a fans club

True, I’m not kidding! You should have seen me got mobbed last Friday so you would know I’m that famous. Heck, I even surprised myself!

Okay..I guess I have to start somewhere to get this story right. Last Friday, I went to this school where I used to be a teacher. It was actually where I launched my teaching career. Haha. My guinea pig. Anyways, I taught there for 2 years and when I left, I left a string of little kids behind.

I’m telling you, I didn’t know I was so popular! As soon as word got around that I was there, the kids went running to me, jumping in excitement, giving me all their toothy grins and fired me questions all at once! The most famous questions was: “Are you coming back?? Are you going to teach us again?” When I said no, there was a collective “aaaawwww”. It was all so weird. Of course I was so happy to see them, too. But believe me, they acted as if they really missed me and wanted me to come back. Told me there’s no more games nowfor them and all their teachers are always mad at them. Poor kids. Not that I can’t relate. Those kids are a riot that’s why I’m really wondering why they missed me that much. I remember being all masungit and stirct to them. I do remember the games, though. One kid even requested that I teach their Science for that day. And I don’t mind telling you, it would have been fun if I was given that chance.

Anyway, when I told them I really have to see the principal, they told me they would wait for me and they did! When I came out of the office, these kids flocked around me, shoving pieces of papers in my face, asking for my…..AUTOGRAPH! It was so hilarious! I didn’t want to sign coz I was finding it a little ridiculous but I told you..those kids are relentless. The kids were begging me to write my phone number, email, write a short message, etc. etc. I ended up spending atleast 15 minutes giving away my phone number and email and hugging and kissing and writing messages like: Sam, study well, miss you. Teacher S. Hahaha. It was so hilarious. And flattering of course.

 When I got home, I had like 10 friendster new friends invites. My YM is flooded with their messages. Now I am more convinced it was a right decision I did not enter the showbiz..HAHAHAHA.

Today’s sing along song: A Star Is Born by Barbara Streisand

Note

Been a while, huh? The past few days had been one heck of a weekend! You have no idea….

I have never been more sick, pressured, confused and undecided in my entire life! And I’m tired. So..I’m going to sleep. Sa uulitin!

Today’s sing along song: none (the singer has a sore throat!)

So Real and So Good

The other night, I received a call telling me to attend an interview in Manila Hotel for a teaching opportunity in the US. And for me, like many others, US spells b-e-t-t-e-r-l-i-f-e. And yes, patriotic I may be, but I strive for a better life, too.

So, for the first time in my life, I went to an interview bound for a teaching job in Uncle Sam’s. When I arrived, there were already like fifty other hopeful applicants in Sampaguita Hall. Apparently, I came at the last day of interview. I was told there were like hundreds days earlier. Anyway, since I arrive after lunch time, most of the applicants had already made friends with each other, exchanging cellphone numbers and talking about their children and their journey from agency to agency trying to get that nod from US employers. Since I have just arrived, I sat in a chair, ignored by almost everybody.

I couldn’t help but overhear what they were talking about. They were mentioning praxis (the licensure for teachers in the US) and some more things that I am not familiar with. They seemed to know a lot of this US thing. So while sat there, I was thinking..uh-oh I am so busted here. These guys have like 15 to 20 years of teaching experience (like they said) and have already passed the praxis and they know a lot about US education (while I only read Bush’s No Children Left Behind as soon as I came home yesterday) and they were looking so smart and confident and so..so..teacher-ish!

So I looked at the window to calm my nerves and yes, started to pray. I said, here we go Lord. You know how dumb I feel right now compared to these people. And I honestly do not have any idea what to tell the interviewer so whatever I say, you have to tell me, okay? I know you brought me here for a purpose so whether I pass the interview or not, I know there’s something you want me to know. And God, can you please make me breathe a little easier?

After that crazy prayer, my nerves finally calmed down. But it was still incredibly cold to where I was seated. Anyway, when it was my turn, I came face to face to this American lady who happens to be a principal in a public school in Louisiana. She seemed nice, which helped a lot. She asked me questions about teaching mostly and when we’re done, she said I did very well in the interview. But knowing how polite Americans can be, I didn’t really know what to expect with that remark. Besides, if I did well, why didn’t she hire me? Right?

The lady outside said to expect the call that night until the next day (which is today). Since there were some applicants who were hired on the spot, I know my chances are slim. But on the way home, I said, Lord I know why you brought me there. You showed me what to do next time. I should take the praxis, read a lot about American education and well, I know that you want me to wait a little longer. I was happy at that thought.

I realize now the things the Lord wants me to learn. He wants me to trust him completely. He is teaching me to lower my pride so it is His glory that the people will see. He wants me to know that his timing is perfect and that He is greater than anybody else.

Yesterday, I learned them all. Made all these things more real in my life. There is nothing to  expect in this life. Except that God will give everything that is according to His plan…

Today’s sing along song: How Great is Our God by Chris Tomlin

Oh by the way, did I mention I passed the interview? I was just informed earlier this evening.. I told you..God has His ways.

I know it is a little premature to write about this but spare me the snicker will yah? As the apostle Paul wrote in 2 Corinthians 10: 17, “Let him who boasts boast in the Lord.” Because that’s what I did…I boasted. But only, ONLY, so people could see how God is so real in my life.

Thank you, Lord! I know the process is still long but I don’t believe that you only give 1/2 blessing. When you bless, it pours like a rain. So I am confident that you will fulfill everything the way you planned it! I am yours to command…just tell me how. Amen.

This Could Be “It”

A step closer to The Dream. Keep hoping, keep praying, keep loving. Pray for me!

Today’s sing along song: I Cast All My Cares by Kids’ Praise